Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Pinewood Derby, results!

Just thought I would update about the Pinewood Derby results!  The boys in my den did so well.  I was really very proud of them.  They had some really cool cars.  We even had a fourth place over all finish from our den. 

The car on the very end is my son Lou's car. 

He came in second in this heat,

and then in first!

My middle son Lou, he is the official cub scout.


My oldest son Ian.

My husband and daughter

Me trying to get a picture of the cars racing.  The number one car in this race is my son Ian's car.  He ran in the sibling race, along with his sister, who happens to be the last place car.

The coveted trophies!!  We didn't get one this year, but there is always next year, and I am so going to build one next year.  I have plans on painting it pink with purple flowers, and glitter and all shiny!! 

MJ


Monday, January 30, 2012

Drum Roll please!!

So this Saturday, I had my official way in!!  My husband took all my measurements for me, at the beginning of January.  And the results (insert drum roll here)......

I have officially lost 7lbs.
I have lost 3 inches off my belly (I can totally tell)
I have lost one inch off my hips!!
I also lost an inch from my breast (hubby was a little sad about that)

My arm and leg muscles have gotten bigger!!! Let me clarify, they have gotten more muscular. 

Yeah me!!  Slowly it is working!

I was also supposed to be working on more tangible goals.  So here they are for the month of February.  I want to loose 5 more pounds.
I want to loose 2 more inches off my belly, and another inch off my hips.
I really want to feel comfortable in my size 12 jeans.  I can wear them, but I want them to feel roomy.  I have a tendency to pull on my 14s, cause they just feel a little more comfy, although they are getting too big.  Doesn't that sound nice rolling off my tongue... too big!!  Love it!!  I am not sure what my 'prize' will be for meeting these tangible goals?  I have my JCPenny gift card, from Christmas, that I am holding onto.  Maybe I will go by myself something?  Although, I might hold onto it for a little longer, and wait for summer clothes to come out.
I do have a Victoria Secrets card, maybe I will get a new bra??   Since my breast size has changed? 

I am still working on staying motivated and pushing myself while exercising.  Not so easy.  I am linking up to Fit Club, check it out, if you haven't yet!  I really think being accountable to everyone is pushing me.

Hope everyone else is doing well, and seeing some results!
MJ

Friday, January 27, 2012

Self Portrait, from a 4 year old

Self portraits.  That's this weeks theme over at my3boysbarian, and the weekly photo challenge, P52.  So far, I am enjoying these weekly challenges.  I am trying to think outside the box, and try some different things with my camera.  I was going to try using a timer to get a picture of myself, but my not so cool camera, apparently doesn't have one.  Or, one that I could locate without finding my manual.  I didn't really want to use my bathroom mirror (I would have to clean too much for that, ha). So I decided that you could all get an accurate picture of me, via my 4 year old daughter! 

I think I look pretty good!  Although, I am not positive, if I have a purple nose?  Or if I am eating a purple grape...  Don't you just love this age of drawing.  It totally cracks me up.  I am seriously thinking about framing this picture, I just love it so much.  My daughter is such a sweet girl. 
you know, I just realized this is a self portrait too, but it isn't one I took for the challenge.  This is my daughter and I, we are at Lego Land in Orlando.  Fun place, totally worth going to!!

I am in the process of looking for a PreK program, for her in the fall.  I confess I am having such a hard time.  She is my baby, and I just don't want to send her to school.  I know she will love it, and just grow and blossom into an even more beautiful little girl.  If I am honest, I think my fear is of what will I do with me?  What becomes of me, when she isn't home to care for all the time?  I will still be a mom, but maybe not needed as much?  My husband is like, look at all the free time you will have.  But I am not sure I want it.  I guess, I still have a little while to figure it out. 

MJ

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Vanilla Extract anyone??

Saturday, I got my much anticipated vanilla beans in the mail.  My good friend Kimmy, has got me involved in many things, that I said I wasn't doing.  Facebook, twitter, pinterest, blogging, I wonder what the future things will be??  Mostly, I start them, because I want to support what she is doing, and then I secretly fall in love with it, haha! 
So she got me onto pinterest (my friend Dorrie, was also involved with pushing me into this), and I can say that I like it, but I don't think I am obsessed with it as they are.  Clearly, they have pinterestitis.  I think I have a handful of boards, and only like 20 things pinned.  However, one of the things pinned, was this idea to make home made vanilla extract.  I totally fell in love with the idea.  My husband loves to bake, and he is constantly using vanilla.  So after further research, I decided to just try it.  I ordered my beans from here, vanillabean.com.  I went with the Madagascar beans.  They seem to be the go to bean.  I also decided to try Rum, and Vodka.  While researching, they said you could use either of those alcohols, so my husband and I decided to experiment, with both.  Then I opted to just stick the beans into the alcohol bottles, instead of finding the right size jars.  Although I did save a tiny wine bottle, and did a small bottle of vanilla in that.
Seriously, all you do is slice open your beans, and put them into the alcohol.  That is it!  Then you wait, and wait and wait, until at least 2 months have passed by.  But the longer it sits the better it gets.  I am hoping to get some jars, and share my extract.  I think it will make a neat gift at Christmas time.
Here is how you do it:
1. Get some vanilla beans.  I learned that vanilla is so expensive because it takes a lot of man power to get the beans.  They hand pollinate the vanilla plant, and then they also have to hand pick them, and add in the time it takes to make extract from it...  Lots of time involved. I bought 10 beans, and my husband had received 2 from someone at his work.  I paid right about $10 for the beans, so not too bad, they were on sale. 

2.  Find some bottles, I saved this tiny wine bottle, and I also just used the alcohol bottles.

3.  Get your alcohol.  Most of the sites I read, said go with vodka, because it has the least amount of taste to it, so that your vanilla flavor will shine through more.  But rum can be used as well, and I also believe bourbon (but not 100% on that).  I have also discovered that rum comes clear, just like vodka does.  Go figure, I thought it was always an amber color, but apparently that is just food coloring.  Well at least according to my local beverage store employee ( I suppose he could of been drinking some of what he was selling, ha).  I just bought the cheapest of these.  I also read that you really can't use water to make extract, because it doesn't penetrate the beans like the alcohol does. 



4.  You will need 2-3 beans per cup of alcohol.  2 beans if they are of good size and 3 if they are kind of skimpy.  From the calculations that my husband did, we had 3 cups of alcohol in each of  the bottles that I bought. 

5.  Take the beans, and slice them open. 

6.  Stick them in your jars, with the alcohol.  Make sure the beans are completely covered by the alcohol.   

7. Place in a dark place and wait.  Shaking bottle, a couple times a week. 


I also read that you can just keep adding to your bottle of vanilla, never running out.  So when you take so much off the top, add more liquor and another bean.  It stays good for a very long time, like 10 years.  I can't wait to try it out, and to try the rum vs the vodka vanilla. 
Some sites said you can strain the extract through a cheese cloth before using it, and some say don't?  I think I am going to strain it, just cause you can see the floaties in the bottle now, and I am not sure how I would like that in the dessert that I am making. 

MJ

Monday, January 23, 2012

Exercising... a hate relationship

This weekend kind of snuck by.  It was rainy where I live, and because of this mild weather, the temps have been so nice. So even though, I don't enjoy rain, it was tolerable.  But enough about my too fast weekend!!  Today is Monday, and do you know what that means??  FIT CLUB!!  Time to weigh in, and check on every one's progress!  I have confessions...

I confess that I haven't been as on top of my exercising as I should be!  I missed two days last week.  I would of missed like four, but dragged my A$$ down the stairs to do something!!  I don't know why I hate exercising so  much.  I just hate everything about it.  Even while I am actually doing it, I am thinking to myself, this sucks, and I can't wait for the tape to end.  When I am done, I am glad that I actually did it, but never to the point, that I want to do it again. 

Then I think to myself, that I am not cheating anyone but myself.  The guy on the tape, (most of the time it is Tony Horton, sometimes Bob or Dolvette) isn't being cheated.  My husband isn't being cheated (ok, maybe he is cause he won't get to see me in that slutty nurse outfit), but really and truly, I am cheating myself.  If I don't do the exercise, I won't get in shape.  I won't loose the weight, and I won't get healthy.  No one else, but myself. 

I also find that if I have any excuse, I tend to use that to get out of things.  Like me knee has been hurting just a little.  Nothing to keep me from really exercising, but I am all over my sore knee.  Thinking like, I shouldn't use my knee, I guess I can't do this or this.  Maybe I should really just rest my knee, and not exercise.  Thankfully, I had enough will power to push through those thoughts, but I did still ease up more then I should of, while exercising.  I do think that it would benefit me to see a personal trainer.  It would help to have someone show me the correct forms, of some of the exercises.  I think I am doing them right, but then I am not sure.  Maybe they could help motivate me to exercise!! 

I was reading over at the fit club, this morning. And the guest writer really said some interesting things.  I think I do need more tangible goals.  Not just a weight goal.  I would love to get down to a size 8.  So I think this week, I will be making some realistic, tangible goals, and when I hope to accomplish them by. 

As for the exercising, I will keep at it.  I will (not try!)  push myself just a little bit harder, while doing them.  Maybe someday I will find an exercise I enjoy???  Anyone else feel like me??  Do you hate to exercise? And if so what do you do to get into it?  Did you ever get to the point that you enjoyed it??  Please tell me there is hope for me =)

I also confess, I finally got that cupcake, and it was good!!

MJ

Friday, January 20, 2012

I Dreamed a Dream

Today I am linking up to P52 challenge.  Where you take a picture every week for a year.  You also get a theme for the week.  This week was 'I Dreamed a Dream'.  I instantly knew the dream, but wasn't sure how to embrace that into a picture.  Mostly, because at the moment, I have fulfilled my dream, and couldn't get the obvious picture that I wanted.  My friend actually gave me the idea to take a picture of my socks, so that is what I did. 




Socks?  You wonder?  How do socks embrace a dream? 
Well let me start at the very beginning.  First, I love dreaming. I often have brilliant dreams, and many times I am sad that I have awoken.  So when I had this dream, it was unusual as many of my dreams are.  However, it would prove to be much different.  I dreamt that I was having a baby for another couple.  Mind, you at this time in my life, my middle son was only about 6 weeks old.  So I awoke from this dream, and thought it was strange, and then tried to forget about it.  Only to find that I just couldn't.  I just couldn't stop thinking about my dream.  After about two weeks, of trying to put this thought out of my head, it occurred to me that the Holy Spirit was telling me something.  So I started doing research about it, and discovered that surrogacy was something I could do.
I am proud to say, that I have lived my dream, not once but three times.  I took the step and made it happen.  My first match was with a great couple who reside in Italy.  They are great people. 
Since, they lived over seas, I tried to come up with some ways for them to be connected with the pregnancy.  I decided we needed lucky socks.  It took me a while to find them, but I settled on these socks.  I decided that the Chinese symbols meant luck!  So I bought a pair for her, and one for me.  The day of the transfer (which is when the RE put their embryos, into me), we both wore our panda socks.  I am not sure what it was that day, but it worked.  We were pregnant with their son.  We wore those socks, whenever we had something important going on.  She wore hers over seas, and I wore mine here.  It was really special.  After that journey, we worked together one more time, and they have a beautiful little girl (we wore the socks for that transfer too). 
I also helped another couple, just as special as my first couple were.  We attempted a transfer in August of 2010, and it didn't work.  I also didn't wear my panda socks.  So the next time we transferred, I wore my lucky panda socks, and it worked.  Their little girl was born at the end of September. 
I literally did dream a dream.  It was simply one of the most amazing things I have ever done.  I have thanked God so many times, for allowing me the opportunity to help others.  It was amazing. 

MJ

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Zombie 101

Who out there watches The Walking Dead?  I just got into it this year.  I really wanted to start last year, but then I missed the first episode, and kept forgetting, blah blah blah.  So I picked it up at the start of the second season.  Lucky me, my very good friend Kimmy (check out her blog here), was up to date on this series, and was able to answer my questions.  Then on New Years they decided to run a Walking Dead marathon, of the first season!!  So I was able to record all the episodes.  This week, my husband and I have finally been able to sit and watch the shows together. 
My husband is all about zombies.  He totally wants to make a zombie movie.  He even has a plan for if a  zombie apocalypse, were to happen.  Seriously, he has it all worked out in his head.  First, we all survive, what ever it is that turns people into zombies.  Then he has plans on how he would secure our house.  He's pretty sure he can seal off the bottom level.   It really is kind of fun to ask him what if questions.  What if, we have to go into town and get medical supplies?  What if, one of us gets bit...  (he has informed me that if he gets bit, to go ahead and just shoot him right then).   What if, we are on vacation when it hits?  I love that you can actually see his brain thinking about possible scenarios, lol. 
Anyway, we are watching this show, and if you haven't seen it, let me explain just a little.  The main character, is a sheriff.  He got shot right before the apocalypse happened, and was in the hospital in a coma. Note I don't understand why he was in a coma, after he was shot kind of in the lung?  I digress.  So he is sleeping through all the mayhem.  Then he awakens from this coma, to find himself all alone, except for zombies that try to eat him.  We fast forward, and discover that his wife, and his very best friend (also a sheriff, and a very good looking one at that), have hooked up together.  We also know, that his wife and friend believe he is dead.  So my husband is watching this unfold, and he is so mad.  I mean seriously upset that the wife and best friend have hooked up.  He was like "I hope you wouldn't hook up with another guy so soon after you think I am dead".  In fairness, I think it has only been a couple months, so you would think the wife would still be mourning the loss of her husband, but I am honestly surprised at his reaction.  First, because most things don't bother my husband, and second he is truly irritated at this.  So I am like look, if you died and the world is coming to an end, and there is another person there to comfort me, then yes, maybe I would hook up with someone else.  It's the end of the world, pre-world rules don't apply!!  I don't have time to mourn, when I have dead people trying to eat me, just saying....apparently, I would have time for sex!
I really do enjoy this show, but I always have zombie questions.  Like why is it that the ones who survived the initial infection, can get bit by a zombie and turn into one?  Why are you not immune to that, since you were immune to what caused the infection in the first place?  I asked my husband and he said it was basic zombie 101, if you get bit you turn into a zombie!!  Stupid rule if you ask me, lol. 
So if you are stuck in world, where there are walking dead, what do you do??  What do you take with you??  Where do you go?  And most importantly, do you sleep with your significant others BFF?? 

MJ